Who am I???
I am God's Daughter;
I am Gods love expressed in the form of a woman.
I'm just a girl who's learned to leave the past behind by facing myself in the mirror, identifying the darkness that sat in the way of loving myself, just the way I am! It was quit a struggle, but it can be done.
One day when I saw myself reflecting in the hearts and eyes of those around me, I realized that I am famous
in the eyes of those I get to serve daily.
My family, friends, and fellow man!
Thank you for watching and I hope by sharing I my real life stories and their struggles will set some of you free.
I love you.
Shanon Karlotta
myhotmess.me
One day when I saw myself reflecting in the hearts and eyes of those around me, I realized that I am famous
in the eyes of those I get to serve daily.
My family, friends, and fellow man!
Thank you for watching and I hope by sharing I my real life stories and their struggles will set some of you free.
I love you.
Shanon Karlotta
myhotmess.me
Caged Freedom YouTube VLOG 12-2020
Video Blog from 2016
Learning to overcome the darkness from
a past and to live in the light and light today.
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2018 Actually fighting back at life challenges!
The Purge
MY "HOT MESS" BEAUTY 4 ASHES WRITTEN THOUGHTS
MY “HOT MESS” BEAUTY 4 ASHES
FITNESS, FOOD WITH JESUS JOURNEY
SO HERE IT IS…. 2015 STARTED OUT “LOOSING” IT ALL. SO I THOUGHT…
WHAT LOSS TAUGHT ME!!!
SOLD MY HOUSE, CLOTHES, CARS, ANTIQUES, AND PUT THE WHAT DIDN’T SELL ON THE LAWN FOR FREE ON OFFER UP. HAD TO PUT MY FRENCH MASTIFF AND BEST FRIEND, SAMPSON DOG DOWN, THEN GAVE IT MY ALL IN THE SEMI BROKEN STATE THAT I WAS IN, TO FIGHT A CUSTODY BATTLE, I NEVER SAW COMING…. WHEREIN WHICH I WOULD OF SAID, I LOST IT ALL.
IN 2015, 2016, AND 2017 I WOULD TALK IN TERMS OF VICTIMIZATION AND ALL THE BAD THIINGS THAT HAD BEEN HAPPENING.... REPEATEDLY, UGH… FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, MY SON, AND THE FAMILY I CAME FROM!
HATING EVERYTHING I ONCE LOVED AND DECIDED IT WASN’T WORTH THE PAIN TO BE BOUND UP IN THIS LIFE. I SAT AT THE FEET OF JESUS CHRIST IN TEARS, CRYING SEARCHING SCRIPTURES, SEEING THE CHAINS OF MANS WORLD UPON THE HEARTS, MINDS, AND FLESH OF HUMANITY…
WHAT I LEARNED…..
I LEARNED PEOPLES SPIRITS ARE CAPITVE UNTO THEIR FLESH, UNTIL THEY FREE THEIR MINDS, BODYS AND THEN THE SPIRIT OF A MAN CAN RUN HIS RACE. THIS UNLOCKING OF THE MIND CAME AT A PRICE. I NOW THANK THE BLINDED MINDS OF MEN THAT USHERED ME INTO THE MILLENIAL, THROUGH BLASPHEMY POINTED FINGERS, HEARTS AND SNARLING TEETH EATING AT MY FLESH.
WHEN I CAME TOO, IT WAS AS IF, GOD SHOWED ME, SHANON NOW YOUR AWAKE AND CAN SEE WHAT I HAVE BEEN SEEING FOR CENTURIES. THE MOUTH OF MEN IS THE TEETH THAT EATS AT YOUR FLESH. WHEN YOU SAY SOMETHING BAD ABOUT OR OVER SOMEONE YOU ARE SPEAKING DEATH AND DESTRUCTION UPON THEM.
ONE DAY THE SUBCONCIOUS AND CONCIOUS MIND IN ME HAD A MEETING AND IN A MATTER OF MOMENTS I STARTED TO CURVE THAT WILD “TONGUE OF MIND” THE MOUTH IS THE VERY TOOL THE TONGUE USES TO SPEAK FROM THE HEART. JESUS SAID, “OUTTA THE MOUTH THE HEART SPEAKS.” WHEN YOU SIT AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU’VE SAID ABOUT OTHERS, THEN THOUGHT ABOUT THEM AND SO FORTH IT’S DAMN FUCKING SCARY (ISN’T IT).
SO I CHANGED….. I BEGAN SPEAKING LIFE, LOVE, AND LIBERTY OVER MYSELF, MY SON, MY FRIENDS, MY FINANCES AND THOUGHT AS I WAS THOUGHT TO THINK…. IN TERMS OF FREEDOM. THIS TOOK ME FIVE YES FIVE YEARS!!!!!
I DID NOT HAVE ANYONE COACHING ME TO THINK, SPEAK, BE, DO, ANYTHING DIFFERENT. I WAS GROPING AROUND AS A BLIND MAN DOES IN THE DARK SEEKING, BEGGING, AND DYING TO SELF IN ORDER TO BECOME AS GOD WOULD HAVE ME BECOME.
HOW I LEARNED IT…….
WELL LIKE I MENTIONED, I LOST EVERYTHING TO GAIN IT ALL BACK THROUGH PURE LOVE, LIGHT AND A MAN’S CHOICE OF HEART TO RETURN IT ALL THROUGH ANOTHER MANS WILL. WE ONLY GET WHAT WE WANT AND NEED THROUGH THE KINDESS OF OTHERS. MONEY IS NOT WHAT RUNS THIS WORLD, IT IS THE HEART OF A MAN OR WOMAN WILLING TO LOVE ANOTHER ENOUGH TO HELP RESTORE WHAT THE WORLD HAS TAKEN, WHEN JESUS FINALLY SAID, "IT’S TIME".
HOW…. WELL FAIL ENOUGH AND YOU TOO WILL EVENTUALLY SEE WHAT YOU DID WRONG THE FIRST FIVE HUNDREND TIMES.
I WOKE UP AT FIVE AM DID CROSS FIT MILITARY STYLE…
WHEN THAT STOPPED, I STARTED LIFTING WEIGHTS…
WHEN THAT STOPPED, I STARTED TO POUT…
REALIZED I HAD SOME THINKING ISSUES TO CHANGE….. SO I WORKED ON THE MENTAL PATTERN AND WORKED OUT ALONE, UNTIL GOD SAID, "RETURN TO YOUR COACH" – I HAD TO DO THIS SEVERAL TIMES. I BECAME STRONGER, EACH TIME.
DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO WALK AWAY FROM THE THINGS YOU LOVE IN ORDER TO FOLLOW JESUS CHRIST? HIS WAY NOT THE WORLD MAN HAS CREATED WAY?
I DO! I DID! AND I STILL DO! EVEN WHEN IT HURTS AND TAKES THE VERY BREATH OUTA MY SOUL!
I FOLLOW WHAT JESUS SAYS TO DO – BECAUSE I’VE LEARNED JESUS, HE HAS MY BACK 1ST AND FOREMOST.
HOW - SO I DID IT BY BEING STUBBORN, AND JUST ME…. WHEN I LEARNED GOD LOVES ME FOR ME, JUST AS I AM AND NOTHING LESS OR MORE - I STARTED ON THE PATH OF BECOMING.... ALLOWING THE SCALES OF MANS WORLD LEAVE MY EYES, MIND, FLESH AND THINKING PATTERNS - I WAS ONLY ABLE TO DO THIS ONCE I HAD NOTHING TO DISTRACT ME AND GOD COULD MOULD ME AS HE HAD PLANNED AND PURPOSED CENTURIES BEFORE TIME ENTERED THIS UNIVERSE.
BEING “ME” ONERY, HONEST, VULNERABLE, RAW, REAL AND LOVING THOSE BEFORE ME WITH PURE LOVES LIGHT AND INTENTIONS IN HEART TO COLLABORATE, LOVE AND HELP FIRST. I SPOKE OF JESUS NO MATTER WHAT. I STOOD MY GROUND ON RETURNING HATE WITH LOVE, EVEN WHEN IT BROKE ME. JESUS MADE SURE I HAD AN ITALIAN MANS HEART THEIR TO KEEP MY HEART FROM DYING, (as it is written, their hearts shall fail them) EVEN WHEN I’D CALL WITH BARLEY A LIFES BREATH LEFT WITHIN MY SOUL.
SEE JESUS TAUGHT ME THROUGH THE FAILURE OF 2009 WITH MY BROTHER (I DIDN’T PASS THAT TEST) THAT I AM TO RETURN EVIL WITH GOOD. SO I BEGAN WITH THIS JOURNEY BY PRACTICING BITING MY TONGUE, AVOIDANCE AND SMILES EVEN WHEN IT HURT. I STOOD STILL, ALLOWED MEN TO DISH OUT HATE, EVIL, GOSIP, BLASPHAMY AND ALLOWED THEM TO CONTINUE IN THEIR HURT FILLED ACTIONS, LYING WORDS, BLAME, POINTED FINGERS AND MORE. THIS BROKE ME MANY TIMES OVER…. BUT IT IS THE VERY SAME THING THAT WOKE ME UP TOO!
BECAUSE IN MY HEART I CAME TO GIVE LOVE, LIGHT AND DO AS JESUS HAS TAUGHT; WHETHER IT WAS TO BE BOSSY, KIND, OR BOLD ENOUGH TO CALL YOU OUT OR PUT YOU IN “CHECK”. I USTTA THINK I LOST THINGS, TO LEARN I JUST WAS LETTING THEM GO, FRIENDS, FAMILY, FAITH (IN A PEOPLE) AND MORE. I HAD TO CALL MY FITNESS COACH TO RESCUE MY HEART FROM FAILURE MORE THAN 100 TIMES. BECAUSE OF MEN I BECAME HOMELESS, PHONELESS, CARLESS, HELPLESS AND LEARNED HOW UGLY THE HUMAN FLESH REALLY IS….
THIS HELPED ME SEE WHO MY FRIENDS REALLY AND THOSE WHO TRULY CARED FROM THEIR HEART IN THE STORMS OF MY LIFES TRAUMAS.
I LEARNED THAT LOVING MYSELF IS TO GO TO THE GYM, DO MY BEAUTY MYWAY AND BE ME, NO MATTER IF OTHERS COMPRENDED THE WHY TO ME OR NOT. I GOT TUFFER, LIKE I USED TO BE IN MY 20’S “MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS” OR BACK OFF, OR YOU WANNA FIGHT, OKAY LETS GET IT ON. THAT TO LOVE MY SELF WAS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS WINNING THE WAR OF SELF INTELEGENCE.
I BEGAN LOVING MYSELF ENOUGH TO WALK AWAY FROM PEOPLE, PLACES AND THINGS THAT DID NOT ALIGN WITH MY HEARTS LIGHT, LOVE AND MISSION. I WALKED AWAY FROM MONEY OFFERS WHEN I HAD NOTHING WHEN I HAD NOTHING FOR FOOD THAT DAY OR GAS, THIS IS NOT EASY BY ANY MEANS. IT IS ONLY THE RIGHT THING TO DO AND TRUST THAT WHEN YOU WALK OUT THAT DOOR TODAY, GOD’S GOT ANOTHER ONE SET UP BETTER FOR YOU TO START TOMORROW. THIS IS THE WALK OF FAITH I LIVE IN DAILY.
I REFUSED TO BE USED AS ONE MANS SEXUAL OBJECT AND TROPHY, RATHER I AM MY OWN SEXUAL TROPHY WHEN I WANT IT, HOW I WANT IT, AND WHEN I WANT IT. MY SEX, MY WAY ON YOUR KNEES OR I WALK AWAY. IT’S MY BODY THAT IS THE GIFT NOT YOUR PENIS. THIS IS HARD TO DO WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING AND GOD IS USING YOU TO TEST THE HEARTS OF MEN, MONEY AND SEXUALIY TO SEE WHO IS THE BEST FIT FOR YOU.
MY COACH TAUGHT ME THAT THE NORMAL WAY OF HUMAN THINKING IS UGLY AND IT’S RARE TO FIND A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ON THE OUTSIDE AND HER BE MORE BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE. IN FACT IT IS UNHEARD OF IN TODAYS WORLD. MY FITNESS COACH WAS THEIR THROUGH 95% OF IT ALL. HE WAS THE ONE MALE THAT GAVE TO ME WITHOUT REQUESTING, REQUIRING ANYTHING BUT THAT I SHOW UP AND GIVE MY ALL! HAD I NOT HAD A COACH AND BEST FITNESS BUDDY TODAY I WOULD HAVE DIED ALONG THIS PATH I GET TO BE ON TODAY.
WHAT I’M DOING NOW…..
TODAY I AM NOW PAYING IT FORWARD BY TEACHING WHAT I HAVE LEARNED THROUGH FITNESS, FOOD, AND FUNNY PERVERTED SHANON WAYS OF BEING wild in the desert!!!
THIS IS MY GREATEST GIFT TO THIS WORLD. JUST TO SHARE WHO AND HOW I AM FOR ALL TO SEE IS THE GIFT.
I AM THE GIFT OF LIGHT, LOVE, AND HOW FITNESS WITH PROPER ALKALINE FOOD AND NEW WAYS OF THINKING SET ME FREE, FREE IN DEED FROM THE DARKNESS I ONCE LIVED IN.
THANK YOU I LOVE YOU AND THIS IS ME TODAY.
FITNESS, FOOD WITH JESUS JOURNEY
SO HERE IT IS…. 2015 STARTED OUT “LOOSING” IT ALL. SO I THOUGHT…
WHAT LOSS TAUGHT ME!!!
SOLD MY HOUSE, CLOTHES, CARS, ANTIQUES, AND PUT THE WHAT DIDN’T SELL ON THE LAWN FOR FREE ON OFFER UP. HAD TO PUT MY FRENCH MASTIFF AND BEST FRIEND, SAMPSON DOG DOWN, THEN GAVE IT MY ALL IN THE SEMI BROKEN STATE THAT I WAS IN, TO FIGHT A CUSTODY BATTLE, I NEVER SAW COMING…. WHEREIN WHICH I WOULD OF SAID, I LOST IT ALL.
IN 2015, 2016, AND 2017 I WOULD TALK IN TERMS OF VICTIMIZATION AND ALL THE BAD THIINGS THAT HAD BEEN HAPPENING.... REPEATEDLY, UGH… FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, MY SON, AND THE FAMILY I CAME FROM!
HATING EVERYTHING I ONCE LOVED AND DECIDED IT WASN’T WORTH THE PAIN TO BE BOUND UP IN THIS LIFE. I SAT AT THE FEET OF JESUS CHRIST IN TEARS, CRYING SEARCHING SCRIPTURES, SEEING THE CHAINS OF MANS WORLD UPON THE HEARTS, MINDS, AND FLESH OF HUMANITY…
WHAT I LEARNED…..
I LEARNED PEOPLES SPIRITS ARE CAPITVE UNTO THEIR FLESH, UNTIL THEY FREE THEIR MINDS, BODYS AND THEN THE SPIRIT OF A MAN CAN RUN HIS RACE. THIS UNLOCKING OF THE MIND CAME AT A PRICE. I NOW THANK THE BLINDED MINDS OF MEN THAT USHERED ME INTO THE MILLENIAL, THROUGH BLASPHEMY POINTED FINGERS, HEARTS AND SNARLING TEETH EATING AT MY FLESH.
WHEN I CAME TOO, IT WAS AS IF, GOD SHOWED ME, SHANON NOW YOUR AWAKE AND CAN SEE WHAT I HAVE BEEN SEEING FOR CENTURIES. THE MOUTH OF MEN IS THE TEETH THAT EATS AT YOUR FLESH. WHEN YOU SAY SOMETHING BAD ABOUT OR OVER SOMEONE YOU ARE SPEAKING DEATH AND DESTRUCTION UPON THEM.
ONE DAY THE SUBCONCIOUS AND CONCIOUS MIND IN ME HAD A MEETING AND IN A MATTER OF MOMENTS I STARTED TO CURVE THAT WILD “TONGUE OF MIND” THE MOUTH IS THE VERY TOOL THE TONGUE USES TO SPEAK FROM THE HEART. JESUS SAID, “OUTTA THE MOUTH THE HEART SPEAKS.” WHEN YOU SIT AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU’VE SAID ABOUT OTHERS, THEN THOUGHT ABOUT THEM AND SO FORTH IT’S DAMN FUCKING SCARY (ISN’T IT).
SO I CHANGED….. I BEGAN SPEAKING LIFE, LOVE, AND LIBERTY OVER MYSELF, MY SON, MY FRIENDS, MY FINANCES AND THOUGHT AS I WAS THOUGHT TO THINK…. IN TERMS OF FREEDOM. THIS TOOK ME FIVE YES FIVE YEARS!!!!!
I DID NOT HAVE ANYONE COACHING ME TO THINK, SPEAK, BE, DO, ANYTHING DIFFERENT. I WAS GROPING AROUND AS A BLIND MAN DOES IN THE DARK SEEKING, BEGGING, AND DYING TO SELF IN ORDER TO BECOME AS GOD WOULD HAVE ME BECOME.
HOW I LEARNED IT…….
WELL LIKE I MENTIONED, I LOST EVERYTHING TO GAIN IT ALL BACK THROUGH PURE LOVE, LIGHT AND A MAN’S CHOICE OF HEART TO RETURN IT ALL THROUGH ANOTHER MANS WILL. WE ONLY GET WHAT WE WANT AND NEED THROUGH THE KINDESS OF OTHERS. MONEY IS NOT WHAT RUNS THIS WORLD, IT IS THE HEART OF A MAN OR WOMAN WILLING TO LOVE ANOTHER ENOUGH TO HELP RESTORE WHAT THE WORLD HAS TAKEN, WHEN JESUS FINALLY SAID, "IT’S TIME".
HOW…. WELL FAIL ENOUGH AND YOU TOO WILL EVENTUALLY SEE WHAT YOU DID WRONG THE FIRST FIVE HUNDREND TIMES.
I WOKE UP AT FIVE AM DID CROSS FIT MILITARY STYLE…
WHEN THAT STOPPED, I STARTED LIFTING WEIGHTS…
WHEN THAT STOPPED, I STARTED TO POUT…
REALIZED I HAD SOME THINKING ISSUES TO CHANGE….. SO I WORKED ON THE MENTAL PATTERN AND WORKED OUT ALONE, UNTIL GOD SAID, "RETURN TO YOUR COACH" – I HAD TO DO THIS SEVERAL TIMES. I BECAME STRONGER, EACH TIME.
DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO WALK AWAY FROM THE THINGS YOU LOVE IN ORDER TO FOLLOW JESUS CHRIST? HIS WAY NOT THE WORLD MAN HAS CREATED WAY?
I DO! I DID! AND I STILL DO! EVEN WHEN IT HURTS AND TAKES THE VERY BREATH OUTA MY SOUL!
I FOLLOW WHAT JESUS SAYS TO DO – BECAUSE I’VE LEARNED JESUS, HE HAS MY BACK 1ST AND FOREMOST.
HOW - SO I DID IT BY BEING STUBBORN, AND JUST ME…. WHEN I LEARNED GOD LOVES ME FOR ME, JUST AS I AM AND NOTHING LESS OR MORE - I STARTED ON THE PATH OF BECOMING.... ALLOWING THE SCALES OF MANS WORLD LEAVE MY EYES, MIND, FLESH AND THINKING PATTERNS - I WAS ONLY ABLE TO DO THIS ONCE I HAD NOTHING TO DISTRACT ME AND GOD COULD MOULD ME AS HE HAD PLANNED AND PURPOSED CENTURIES BEFORE TIME ENTERED THIS UNIVERSE.
BEING “ME” ONERY, HONEST, VULNERABLE, RAW, REAL AND LOVING THOSE BEFORE ME WITH PURE LOVES LIGHT AND INTENTIONS IN HEART TO COLLABORATE, LOVE AND HELP FIRST. I SPOKE OF JESUS NO MATTER WHAT. I STOOD MY GROUND ON RETURNING HATE WITH LOVE, EVEN WHEN IT BROKE ME. JESUS MADE SURE I HAD AN ITALIAN MANS HEART THEIR TO KEEP MY HEART FROM DYING, (as it is written, their hearts shall fail them) EVEN WHEN I’D CALL WITH BARLEY A LIFES BREATH LEFT WITHIN MY SOUL.
SEE JESUS TAUGHT ME THROUGH THE FAILURE OF 2009 WITH MY BROTHER (I DIDN’T PASS THAT TEST) THAT I AM TO RETURN EVIL WITH GOOD. SO I BEGAN WITH THIS JOURNEY BY PRACTICING BITING MY TONGUE, AVOIDANCE AND SMILES EVEN WHEN IT HURT. I STOOD STILL, ALLOWED MEN TO DISH OUT HATE, EVIL, GOSIP, BLASPHAMY AND ALLOWED THEM TO CONTINUE IN THEIR HURT FILLED ACTIONS, LYING WORDS, BLAME, POINTED FINGERS AND MORE. THIS BROKE ME MANY TIMES OVER…. BUT IT IS THE VERY SAME THING THAT WOKE ME UP TOO!
BECAUSE IN MY HEART I CAME TO GIVE LOVE, LIGHT AND DO AS JESUS HAS TAUGHT; WHETHER IT WAS TO BE BOSSY, KIND, OR BOLD ENOUGH TO CALL YOU OUT OR PUT YOU IN “CHECK”. I USTTA THINK I LOST THINGS, TO LEARN I JUST WAS LETTING THEM GO, FRIENDS, FAMILY, FAITH (IN A PEOPLE) AND MORE. I HAD TO CALL MY FITNESS COACH TO RESCUE MY HEART FROM FAILURE MORE THAN 100 TIMES. BECAUSE OF MEN I BECAME HOMELESS, PHONELESS, CARLESS, HELPLESS AND LEARNED HOW UGLY THE HUMAN FLESH REALLY IS….
THIS HELPED ME SEE WHO MY FRIENDS REALLY AND THOSE WHO TRULY CARED FROM THEIR HEART IN THE STORMS OF MY LIFES TRAUMAS.
I LEARNED THAT LOVING MYSELF IS TO GO TO THE GYM, DO MY BEAUTY MYWAY AND BE ME, NO MATTER IF OTHERS COMPRENDED THE WHY TO ME OR NOT. I GOT TUFFER, LIKE I USED TO BE IN MY 20’S “MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS” OR BACK OFF, OR YOU WANNA FIGHT, OKAY LETS GET IT ON. THAT TO LOVE MY SELF WAS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS WINNING THE WAR OF SELF INTELEGENCE.
I BEGAN LOVING MYSELF ENOUGH TO WALK AWAY FROM PEOPLE, PLACES AND THINGS THAT DID NOT ALIGN WITH MY HEARTS LIGHT, LOVE AND MISSION. I WALKED AWAY FROM MONEY OFFERS WHEN I HAD NOTHING WHEN I HAD NOTHING FOR FOOD THAT DAY OR GAS, THIS IS NOT EASY BY ANY MEANS. IT IS ONLY THE RIGHT THING TO DO AND TRUST THAT WHEN YOU WALK OUT THAT DOOR TODAY, GOD’S GOT ANOTHER ONE SET UP BETTER FOR YOU TO START TOMORROW. THIS IS THE WALK OF FAITH I LIVE IN DAILY.
I REFUSED TO BE USED AS ONE MANS SEXUAL OBJECT AND TROPHY, RATHER I AM MY OWN SEXUAL TROPHY WHEN I WANT IT, HOW I WANT IT, AND WHEN I WANT IT. MY SEX, MY WAY ON YOUR KNEES OR I WALK AWAY. IT’S MY BODY THAT IS THE GIFT NOT YOUR PENIS. THIS IS HARD TO DO WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING AND GOD IS USING YOU TO TEST THE HEARTS OF MEN, MONEY AND SEXUALIY TO SEE WHO IS THE BEST FIT FOR YOU.
MY COACH TAUGHT ME THAT THE NORMAL WAY OF HUMAN THINKING IS UGLY AND IT’S RARE TO FIND A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ON THE OUTSIDE AND HER BE MORE BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE. IN FACT IT IS UNHEARD OF IN TODAYS WORLD. MY FITNESS COACH WAS THEIR THROUGH 95% OF IT ALL. HE WAS THE ONE MALE THAT GAVE TO ME WITHOUT REQUESTING, REQUIRING ANYTHING BUT THAT I SHOW UP AND GIVE MY ALL! HAD I NOT HAD A COACH AND BEST FITNESS BUDDY TODAY I WOULD HAVE DIED ALONG THIS PATH I GET TO BE ON TODAY.
WHAT I’M DOING NOW…..
TODAY I AM NOW PAYING IT FORWARD BY TEACHING WHAT I HAVE LEARNED THROUGH FITNESS, FOOD, AND FUNNY PERVERTED SHANON WAYS OF BEING wild in the desert!!!
THIS IS MY GREATEST GIFT TO THIS WORLD. JUST TO SHARE WHO AND HOW I AM FOR ALL TO SEE IS THE GIFT.
I AM THE GIFT OF LIGHT, LOVE, AND HOW FITNESS WITH PROPER ALKALINE FOOD AND NEW WAYS OF THINKING SET ME FREE, FREE IN DEED FROM THE DARKNESS I ONCE LIVED IN.
THANK YOU I LOVE YOU AND THIS IS ME TODAY.